Eileen Forbes Diary Entry 3
Could my life get any more screwed up? Apparently so. And Mom says "I told you so" whenever she gets a chance.
Frank is great, though, even though I'm not the best mother in the world. I was there for his birthday. Mom glared at me when I left for a date after the cake, though.
Mom got Frank a cute little tuxedo suit. I don't know where she expects a toddler to wear that outfit.
Mom is still harping on me about my drinking and my boyfriends. I wish she would just butt out of my life! I mean, it's my life, right? And I have the money to take care of Frank and myself, I'm able to hire nannies so he's always got someone here. So what's it to her? She's talking about getting me some "professional help", whatever that means.
Back to my life being screwed up. While Frank is growing up and mom is griping at me, I'm still dating whomever I want. I saw Serdar again...
And this guy named Trent that I met downtown...
And then this guy, Wyatt Cody...
I actually dated Wyatt for a few months exclusively. Then it happened...
I got sick...and sick some more.
I decided to go to a doctor to see if what I expected was true. Yep, she confirmed it. I'm pregnant ... again.
I decided to tell Wyatt. I was going to call him the next morning, but he showed up late one night and surprised me. I met him outside.
I said "Wyatt, remember that really great date we had about 2 months ago?"
"Yes, it was great. How about a repeat of that?"
"Get your mind out of the gutter for a minute, okay? I'm pregnant." I turned sideways so he could see my little belly pooch.
"I don't want any part of this! I'm outta here!"
And then he left.
No matter, I did this once with Frank and I don't even know who his dad is. I can do it again without a man's help.
On top of all of this, the police still don't know who attacked me. They are watching the house and I have given them all the names of my old boyfriends and anyone who may wish my family harm. They are watching the house every day. You never know when a cop will turn up! Even with all they are doing, though, they have come up on dead ends on every lead. I wonder if they are even really investigating? I think the police still think that Mom and I had something to do with Dad's death, they just can't find proof. I hope something happens to give them that proof soon, because I'm scared for all of our lives.
Frank is great, though, even though I'm not the best mother in the world. I was there for his birthday. Mom glared at me when I left for a date after the cake, though.
Mom got Frank a cute little tuxedo suit. I don't know where she expects a toddler to wear that outfit.
Mom is still harping on me about my drinking and my boyfriends. I wish she would just butt out of my life! I mean, it's my life, right? And I have the money to take care of Frank and myself, I'm able to hire nannies so he's always got someone here. So what's it to her? She's talking about getting me some "professional help", whatever that means.
Back to my life being screwed up. While Frank is growing up and mom is griping at me, I'm still dating whomever I want. I saw Serdar again...
And this guy named Trent that I met downtown...
And then this guy, Wyatt Cody...
I actually dated Wyatt for a few months exclusively. Then it happened...
I got sick...and sick some more.
I decided to go to a doctor to see if what I expected was true. Yep, she confirmed it. I'm pregnant ... again.
I decided to tell Wyatt. I was going to call him the next morning, but he showed up late one night and surprised me. I met him outside.
I said "Wyatt, remember that really great date we had about 2 months ago?"
"Yes, it was great. How about a repeat of that?"
"Get your mind out of the gutter for a minute, okay? I'm pregnant." I turned sideways so he could see my little belly pooch.
"I don't want any part of this! I'm outta here!"
And then he left.
No matter, I did this once with Frank and I don't even know who his dad is. I can do it again without a man's help.
On top of all of this, the police still don't know who attacked me. They are watching the house and I have given them all the names of my old boyfriends and anyone who may wish my family harm. They are watching the house every day. You never know when a cop will turn up! Even with all they are doing, though, they have come up on dead ends on every lead. I wonder if they are even really investigating? I think the police still think that Mom and I had something to do with Dad's death, they just can't find proof. I hope something happens to give them that proof soon, because I'm scared for all of our lives.
posted by Admin at 12:40 AM
3 Comments:
You'd think Eilen would want to stay home and make sure her mom and kids are safe instead of going out to dates all the time! Great update.
Yeah! If Eileen is scared for all of their lives, why the hell does she keep going out with these random guys? Why is she an alcoholic? Why doesn't she just stay at home and raise her son ... he probably doesn't even know that she's his mother ... poor kid. At least he's got his grams. :O))
Yeah, what they said. If I thought my child was in danger, I certainly wouldn't be getting drunk & staying out with strange men. I'd be sober & trying to protect my family.
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